And now, chaos.

Last night, random neck spasms, then matters-of-the-heart related struggles, leading to worse neck spasms. Thanks to wine and ibuprofen, the neck is feeling somewhat better. As for matters-of-the-heart? Unsettled, unsure. It's a situation so wonderful and so miserable all at once, I can't make heads or tails of it. And for now, that's all I'm going to say about that.

And I have no idea what I'm doing today.
Well, I have a vague idea.

It involves:
Work.
Lots of work.
Eye specialist's appt in the middle of the day. In NJ. I need to see this particular person, but good god is this inconvenient.
Packing/moving to NJ (the apt owners are back from Europe sometime today, hence, going back to NJ)
Attempting to borrow my parents' car to make this move easier.

Because I do see things getting out-of-control soon, I'll just let it be said now: Tomorrow is my last day of work. Sunday night I fly out of LaGuardia (and I'm coming from NJ! ARRGH!) to DC for the fellowship wrap-up sessions, presentations, whatnot. Then, Tuesday night, DC to Nashville.

"Normal" grad school life follows.

...how sad.